Bad dreams

I just woke up. Praying... That's never a good sign.

So I was somewhere where there was a person who had been attacking my friends since they were children. Making them drink bleach. For some reason I'm there and I'm not supposed to make myself known. So everyone shows up and the person who is doing this starts manifesting into a demon and come straight for me. Puts their hands on me. I start praying in tongues and saying the name of Jesus, expecting the demon to let go. Then I woke up, still praying... Arms sore and stiff. 

I know that I haven't been a very good christian lately. I haven't been going to church or praying like I should. But I'm glad to know, that even when attacked, I still believed completely that Jesus would save me. I haven't had any anointing oil in awhile. I guess i need to find some kind of oil and pray over my room and house tonight.  

Yes, I'm one of those crazy Pentecostal Christians who believe in all of that. Lol. 

I have to wake up in 10-20 min to take Gideon to school. Not sure that I can go back to sleep... I'm a little freaked out right now. 

*side note. Gideon is sleeping in my room tonight and I just woke him up writing on my phone. He asked what I was doing and I told him I had a bad dream. He said "I had a good dream! I dreamed I was the leader of the power rangers. The red one!  I'm glad he has such sweet dreams. Especially when I wake up terrified. 

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Surprise Christmas card swap

Today I made a card for a surprise Christmas card swap I'm in. Hopefully you like it as much as I do.

I got my inspiration from Patty's Stampin Spot. I also used Stampin Up's Snow much Fun for the christmas tree and the saying was off a random Christmas tag set I got at Michaels or Hobby Lobby. I also added Crystal Effect to the white on the mittens. Hopefully it'll be a touch of a something extra on there.

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Changes

Well things have changed...

Last time I wrote I was trying to get pregnant with my husband whom had just had a vasectomy reversal. A year of trying and that didn't happen :/ Now we're separated and it is what it is. I'm ok with it.

Currently looking to find somewhere to move with a good friend of mine. It's a struggle. We found somewhere that we thought was being fixed up and planned on renting that but I think our expectations were different. So we backed out. Now I need to find somewhere and I need to be out by the 15th. Not quite sure what i'm going to do yet. Need to find somewhere new quick. Until then, I need to either put my stuff into storage or my friend's apt until we find something.

I guess I need to change my header pic and all that. Figure out my life. Currently i'm sitting in a room, surrounded by boxes that need packed and watching a tv show on my one day off after 12 days of work and i'm relaxing. I searched all day for a house and now i'm relaxing. Feeling guilty about it. But relaxing. lol. Felt the sudden urge to write. So here I am.

Wish me luck.

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